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[Jan. 26th, 2006|08:30 pm]
purple_peach1
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It seems as if my life is spinning out of control. His mother is having a breakdown and I've barely seen him since the night it happened about a week ago. It feels like I've lost my best friend. I'm trying to be understanding but it feels like this is never going to end. My style of living is no longer in existence. I don't know how much more of this I can take. I feel selfish but aren't I allowed to?? Aren't I allowed to want my life back?? My destination is unknown. I hope we make it through this. I hope with all my heart. I know what he's going through and I can't even be there for him because of her situation. No one can be around him. So I wait and continue waiting. This is the first day I've got w/o a kiss from him in over a year. I'm trying to be understanding, trying to be patient.
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